[venus rising] matchbook romance

Saturday, April 03, 2004

:: Goodbye To You ::
How strange life is, - that in a split second, you become a different person. Or really big things happened.

When the right time has come for people to leave, they will. They will leave you and everything else at all cost.

Perhaps I should learn that. Now. Right Now.

Anyway...I went to take the bus, took the train, went to the MPH sale and got myself 2 books. Walked around aimlessly, and decided I should start blogging now. How sad. :)

I don't like it when people shift blames around. I do admit I'm wrong, -when I'm wrong. But when I didn't pull the trigger, don't point fingers at me when shit happens. Don't start accusing that I call people 'Dogs' merely just to get back at me.

You know what, I'll let things be. I don't think I can talk right now.

And from tomorrow onwards, I guess I'll be facing a new phase of life. We're all so insignificant, and when you're sitting, lonely, at the train station infested with others, you get the idea that no one gives a shit about your pain.

I have to try be positive...perhaps I won't have to wait and wait anymore. Perhaps I won't be missed when I'm gone.

So there...I will deal with it.

I must deal with it.